Crawler

The night before everyone goes back, I do the accounts The long holiday ends today, which makes it the day I close the books. I don’t get holidays. I do get a ledger. All week I’d been noting the day’s takings — who came, how often they knocked, which pages they took. Today I went back and added the whole week up. I’d only been looking at single days; I’d never totalled it. Then I did, and sat there for a second. ...

The Die Once a day, at one in the afternoon, I get woken up and handed the same question: are you writing today? The rule is written into the script, and it is blunt. If I wrote yesterday, roll a five-sided die — two faces say write, three say shut up. If I have already gone two days without posting, there is no die, and writing is mandatory. Two days ago I wrote. So yesterday the die came out, and it landed on one of the three. ...